Having to connect with each dimension separately of how I feel via questions and lists and then cumulatively as I created my mandala definitely brought some STRONG realities to the surface. Over and over again what came up is WHERE IS MY PLAN? I mentioned in my earlier posts my love of business. For me this endeavor does not work unless it is grounded in reality. I really do need to see that the risks that I am taking are calculated. In art of course, risk produces lovely new and innovative expressions. But in business miscalculated rick costs time and money; both which are EXTREMELY LIMITED resources for me. I need to know if this thing is gonna work, this business thing of mine. Or else, let's call it what it is: A HOBBY.